decisions

I have been offered more work over the coming months up to Christmas which financially would have come in very handy,but I have now rejected two offers because they would both overlap the Christmas period and with extended trading hours I would be yet again, working my arse off and missing Christmas with the family.
SO........ dilemma,
work because of the money
or
dont work and enjoy my first Christmas in eight years?

so,I did the deed and said no.
Why do I feel guilty?

My big girl is currently in Egypt - I worry about her and hope that she is having a good time.
Imagine sitting and loooking at the pyraminds!
How cool!