Halloween? No it's not!

I even went and got a huge packet of lollies to hand out to the little gremlins when they knocked on the door tonight...and we only got one knock!
Three little gouls with their goodies bags open to receive..so I threw them all a handful and told them to have fun.
And then that was it..all over red rover.
Tomorrow is my last day at Greenhills.
Feeling a bit flat and tired and also suffering from belly ache since having chips from the local take away yesterday.
Am working on a new painting, even though I said to myself that I would not push doing another one this month, even year....but I got slightly inspired and am really fiddling.Maybe I will pull it off.
Gosh I need some descent sleep....
Happy Beltaine folks.

decisions

I have been offered more work over the coming months up to Christmas which financially would have come in very handy,but I have now rejected two offers because they would both overlap the Christmas period and with extended trading hours I would be yet again, working my arse off and missing Christmas with the family.
SO........ dilemma,
work because of the money
or
dont work and enjoy my first Christmas in eight years?

so,I did the deed and said no.
Why do I feel guilty?

My big girl is currently in Egypt - I worry about her and hope that she is having a good time.
Imagine sitting and loooking at the pyraminds!
How cool!

Its not the dead people that worry me...really

It's the live ones that we really really need to worry about.....they are the freaky ones!!!
The dead...bless their souls, have had their time and only their energies float about whether I do anything or not.
Believe me....I protect!
My whole YAAD lesson last night was drumming protection into people .....
First rule of life!
Protect thyself from the creepies that are out there...
Some people make the most repulsive energies with their hatred and their anger and their greed.....far, far, far more yukky..and they dont even know that they are effecting so many people around them.

Selling paintings..

Good news!
In the last month I have actually sold four paintings!
Wow!!
Sold my last one at an exhibition on the weekend.
I have only been paid for one though - apparently we cannot rush these things and cheques need to be made out etc....

weird dream the night before last ..my house was being invaded by strangers that I couold not get rid of.Every time I tried to call for help..ie ring a mobile to get the Police to remove these people, the phones would not work.
I would push them out of one room to just find them congregating in another.
I was rather freaked out by all of this and awake with a blazing headache and a feeling totally exhausted.

Ghost Hunting at Midnight

If you would like to read my account of my gost hunting trip that I took part in last night, please click on this link
It was a wild experience!
I will certainly be planning more.

Reporting in..

a funny week was had..
if I had any emotions left I might be actually feeling something right now
suffice to say that thinking too much just gives me a headache..

I wont bore you...

In between the worlds..

Visited mum today.
Couldnt stay there long....even though it's a really nice place, it was just hard for me to be there today.
Maybe because I knew mum's house has now sold and it no longer belonged to her.
I was hoping she would not ask me about it - she did not.
Maybe because she asked whether my dad had gone grey and she was waiting to see him.
Maybe because she did not know who my mother in law was ( who came with me ).
Maybe because she "dissappeared" between sentances to somewhere else..
But...she looked good.
healthy, happy somewhat..
maybe the word is content? not to have to think to hard?
We got there at an odd time and we were interrupted by lunch which is a highlight of the day...so by the time she had finished she had forgotten that we were there..
must remember to go early and leave before lunch next time..
crazy dreams last night...leftovers from my seminar?
or additions?

A fantastic Day of learning...

I have just returned from my seminar in Sydney with Kelvin ( from "Sensing Murder" fame ).
Kelvin is a very gifted medium and held a seminar discussing his techniques and methods in connecting with the departed.
It was fascinating and well worth every cent!
I have learnt a lot about mediumship ( from his perspective )and also a lot about myself and what I need to do to develop greater skills in what I do.
I will be practising as time goes on and I hope to see great progress.
I had felt that I had hit a brick wall for quite some time and was feeling a lot of frustration and today has really helped me push through.

Kelvin talked about his work on "Sensing Murder" and we also had to do some exercises in class. There were some very talented people in the group ( which was only 15 people )and I was lucky enough to get a small reading from him which included him telling me that my dad is around me and finally looking after me ( something that he did not do much of when he was alive ).

Mary McKillop overlooked again!

Well news today has said that the Pope has cannonised 5 new saints but overlooked our Mary!
Not happy Jan!!!!!!
I have a bit of a personal agenda in getting our Mary a spot on the hot 100 saints in heaven list and I thought she was a shoe in this time...
so I am very upset about the news - especially getting it today.
Oh well, I guess we are still looking for a spare miracle.....

Art Exhibition very successful

I am very hopeful that all of the exhibitors are happy with the results of last night!
I really am...
I personally had a really lovely time - both my girls were there for support and we had a great crowd of people.
Lots of nibbles, some wine and plenty of laughs with a really unusual and beautiful energy that made the Cottage feel completely different.
The walls looked like amazing technicolored murals.
Everybody made such an effort and I feel very humbled to be mixed in with all that amazing talent.
Thank you ( in no particular order ) Kathleen, Trish, Jen, Helen, Deb, Aleks, Lisa, Rachel, MICHELLE, Diana for contributing.
Thank you to all who came last night and to those who made purchases and who are still to purchase.
A great event....

STRESSED SPELT BACKWARDS = DESSERTS

Know what I would rather have!!!!

Just a few days left to our art exhibition.....

Are you coming?
You better be.....we are all very excited!
I am also going to get baby girl to exhibit some of her manga art.
She is SOOOOOO talented..
wonder where she gets that from?????
must be her dad!

cant get up, cant get get, freaking daylight saving.....

what makes a great party?

mmm...
how about heaps of alcohol..
testosterone fueled 20 year old boys
and slutty mouthed 18 year old girls
how about saying the word f**k or c**t at the beigginnin, middle and end of each sentance?
how about yelling at the top of your lungs to the person standing right next to you from 5pm in the evening to 5 am the following morning.
How about doof doof music that gets played at maximum levels...
How about a fight where lives are threatened and furniture gets broken..
How about bottles strewen all the way up and down the street and broken letterboxes just for good measure???
How about all of the above?
I am SURE GLAD our neighbours had a great party!
Cause the rest of the street didnt sleep all night long!